it's a new creation!

IAMSOHAPPY.

that's my msn pm now.

really i am, so many WONDERFUL things happened this weekend. 

1)i cleared things out with my friend ( i felt we were distancing quite badly)

2)and i got so much closer with my BEST FRIEND!! love you forever friend!

3)got even closer to classmate

4)got closer still to another classmate

5)laughed with a another church friend

NUMBER ONE: 

I sent a 36-message long to you telling how much you made an impact in my life and how much i appreciated you. YOU MADE ME THINK A LOT ABOUT THE KIND OF FRIENDS I WANT IN LIFE! We didnt talk for 4 days straight and that was WORNG! We had been talking everyday since this year if you realised. then the sudden break up! thanks okay. it hurts mr DODO!!!! But whatever it is, glad we talked, thanks for all you reply(now i know your eng is super bad and that 75% of your reply didnt have much link), but oh wells, i hope YOU LEARNT SOMETHING RIGHT??? hehe. nothing so eeeeeeeeee about it okay, wait for 1 day when she gets angry with you again for not showing enough trust? love? kindness? IT"S A NEW CREATION

NUMBER TWO:

you freaked me out on sunday morn. had a real long good morning message which you totally ignored. i called you but your phone was off! i was cracking my head on why you were so quiet. Saw you later that day. SAD. you looked like you  just cried! awwww. 

ME: you received me msg?

YOU: hmm

ME: are you okay? did you just cry? you like sad

YOU: 'talk to you later'

ME: 'okay can'

that's all we said. i was very worried. really

could tell you were very disturbed. you just dropped your 'paper'. WOAH!

then came your smses that explained everything

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broke your promise. ..........they saw it, read it............

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i totally understand, THANK GOD THAT IT ALL TURNED OUR PERFECTLY FINE YES? you  were my best friend, you are my best friend, and you will be forever!

we must learn to accept each other's mistake yeah, just like you did for mine. thankyou. 

IT"S A NEW CREATION!

NUMBER THREE:

so happy that this week is over right? THIS WEEK WAS DISGUSTING FOR THE BOTH OF US RIGHT. you cried over the clashing of schedules, asking ourselves why some ppl appreciate us and why others dont. trying to get out of the boat we were in together. AND GUESS WHAT! we did it. you just called me and we talked for 45 min! you were yawning already. haha. we exchanged joys and now we can start the new week afresh and press on till MR o level monster! LET"S DO IT! 

A NEW CREATION!

NUMBER FOUR:

I JUST WANT TO SHOUT AT YOUR FACE! YOU ARE A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO ME OKAY! YOU ARE A DUDE YOU DUDE! haha. i think i have said this many times, and you too. hehe. smsed me about your blog and all and your swimming plans and fighting against the water currents and hoping it would not rain. And talking about being so lazy hor! YOU CAN BE A HARDWORKING DUDE, DUDE!!! i behind you! if you slack i'll pinch you and you better JUMP and SHOUT 

'yes! i'll study super hard!'

lol. 

cant wait to see you tmr. OUR THIRD DUDE WOULD JOIN US AGAIN!! YAY!

A NEW CREATION

NUMBER FIVE:

MA: bimbo

corn: himbo

MA: i'm nice

corn: so not

MA: i've been bestowing kindness to you ever since...

corn: what do you expect me to do? go down on my knees and thank you for your kindness and ADMIT I'M A BIMBO??!?!?

MA: YES! that would be great!

corn: -.- sorry not going to happen.

 A NEW CREATION OF bimboticness...zzzzzzzzzzz

our conversations are getting increasingly crappy and BIMBOTIC OKAY! Cant wait to see ya on sat! STUDY HARD OKAY!

I'M SO INSPIRED BY BING.COM, THEY CHANGE THEIR PIC EVERY 12 HOURS! ILOVE THEIR PICS. I'M GOING TO TRY TO BE LIKE THEM OKAY! I'LL TRY MAKE MY BLOG AS FASCINATING AS POSSIBLE. TRY ONLY KAY.

AND I DID THAT DOLPHIN JUMPING OUT OF TEH SUNFLOWER PATCH INTO THE SEA THING MYSELF!! COOL! IT'S CALLED CREATION! 

WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS?

SAT! It was mainly spent in church

morn - ushered in in uncle danny's and jiejie poon's wedding! it was the first time i helped out! THANKGOD for this opportunity!

"Hello! Welcome to the wedding!"

*smile smile smile*

"Here's this for you..."

*pass them the wedding card thing*

*smile smile smile*

*put my hand out and say*

"go straight and turn left"

*smile smile smile*

HAHAH it was super fun okay. i felt honoured you know, thankgod for this experience. 

OH! and i have comfirmed my wedding co-ordinator already!! SO FAST RIGHT!!! uncle sean said that he'll co0ordinate my wedding! 

sean: you see! i'm so organised! i do everything in a pdf file

corn: yup, thanks for sending, so next time when i get married i know what things to take note"

sean: "sure no problem, i will co-ordinate your wedding. That's if you want me luh!"

corn: *smile hehe hehe*

corn: "dont know luh, you also can!"

Okay, looks like i'm like 10 percent done with wedding preparations! LOL!!!!! xD

FOOD WAS NICE.

Afternoon: CHOIR! GYBH! 

Choir! my range has shrunk!! NO!!!! my high E is so weak now. uncle dennis asked me to sing in the solo group, so when i tried singing my tenor part, i freaked myself out!! I"M TENOR AND MY Es ARE SO WEAK! cant believe it. i know they are much stronger. i should be struggling with a G? not an E!!! oh wells. i've been practicing daily!! hope i'll build it up strong and nice! yeah!

GYBH! you know i'm quite thankful that we are growing! thank god! Now there's an average of 20 plus teens everysat! that's great! played guitar and struggled for the song In the new jerusalem! THE CHORDS ARE WRONG! when i played, i was wondering why on earth i'm clashing with the rest!!?? realised that the E chord and the D chords were mixed up in the chorus and so i had to improvise a bit. thankgod it was okay in the end =)

NIGHT - DINNER WITH FAMILY. i like eating with family best. it's just so easy, dont have to worry about anything. just eat. and grow fat!

my mum asks me to pon all my supp lessons because they are a waste a time! I HAVE A COOL MUM! haha. but honestly, i really difficulty paying attention to everything that the teacher is talking out there. i rreally feel quite disappointed when i cant absorb much you know. MANN.

any ways, i have to STAY BACK TO 6 EVERYDAY! TAKE THAT! crazy? YES! i think so too. it's my beauty art that's why! i have to stay back till 6 everyday, mdm zee's order. but it's actually good that i do it in school because there's a very skilled teacher, zee, to guide! (=

You see those cute things? those are mini fans!! COOL YEAH!? 

germaine and anqi bought one for me. i tell you! SINGAPORE IS HOT! ahah. really mann, esp when you sit at the back of the classroom, you feel like taking your shirt off! oops. so here comes the fan. DOREEN"S FAN IS THE CUTEST LUH!! YOU HAPPY DOREEN!

………presenting 4D’s BOTAK BROTHERS!!!!!!!

This is funny. They wanted to be cool and shave their heads. They went to shave on fri afternoon.! Seriously, they look NOT THEM. Xingkai, bryan, Brandon

YOU KNOW THAT I"M SICK OF CANTEEN FOOD!

brandy steamed rice with carrots and pork and whatever for doreen and i. SO SWEET RIGHT!! thankyou brandon!

youthday. from now onwards

sorry, pic is quite blurr. went to study with liangkai, jingyi, choo, wayne, sher. can see we all totally enjoyed, during our breaks we had good laughs, teasing jing yi, linking liang kai to hao kai, oh! the chai tea! mann, humorous luh! thanks for studying together.

Youth day, from now onwards. It's officially HAPPY DAY for best friend and I. We dont actually know how to celebrate youth day? i dont even rmb any past record / recognition of this day. but since it's a hol, why not make use of it? 

on this happy day, we will take the ferris wheel that goes into a continuous colourful cycle of friendship. No matter how gloomy the sky maybe, even if it is raining(like what happened) we'll still have fun, knowing and understanding each other better! won't we? It's happy day! 

As we walk through the dirty streets, usually the long narrow ones, no hope in sight. We'll sit on the river bank, with our legs hanging over, above the water, making funny faces with distorted reflections in water, which is still much more colourful than where we walked on, why? HAPPY DAY! 

haha! thanks for today. 

no matter what worried you about last night, rmb there's a GOD inheaven who is in ultimate control of everything, even our companionship okay! So smile, i read the modulus function thingy, and i finally see the link in math and life! HAHA! so cool okay!!! HF and HH forever!

THIs is for you:

He's an unchanging Saviour!

http://www.imeem.com/people/_dEBgF/music/VJtRM9z7/the-wilds-mens-ensembles-hes-an-unchanging-savior/

When the scenes of life shift about is like back drops in a play,

Were our trust in the things that surround us, in the things that pass away,

We should then e full of confusion, without hope and in dismay.

What a joy instead to be anchored to the Rock that will ever stay!

Then, we will press onward for Christ is still the same. 

What He was in ages past is what He will remain.

And forevermore that is what He will be, for time and for eternity!

He's an unchanging Saviour, our life, our surety!

He alone laid the earth's foundations, and then pronounced them good;

He alone can impart salvation for He bought it with His blood.

Though the heathen vainly imagine they can cast His pow'r aside,

We will stake our claim on the all-sufficient Name that will ever abide!

Then, we will press onward for Christ is still the same. 

What He was in ages past is what He will remain.

And forevermore that is what He will be, for time and for eternity!

He's an unchanging Saviour, our life, our surety!

The Lamb of God, who before the world was slain, because His name is LOVE, 

This very Lamb is now enthroned to reign and ensure us a home above!

Then, we will press onward for Christ is still the same. 

What He was in ages past is what He will remain.

And forevermore that is what He will be, for time and for eternity!

He's an unchanging Saviour, with an undying love!

He's an unchanging Saviour, our life, our surety!

He's unchanging; He's an unchanging Saviour!

curtain of memory

My pen and ink sketches:

I wasnt feeling too good inside during the weekend!

Was somehow reminded of the stupid thing i did in sec 3, which i still so regret doing, and hope that i could press ctrl+z in my life and start afresh.

sunday night. sat down, just finished smsing best friend, felt so bad for not being nice. Turned to my right, so my curtains, the window, and outside just pitch darkness, just the few lights from the next HDB block.

curtain of memory

somehow, the first week of school and series of events that took place in school just made me look back into my life in AHS. i just drew open that curtain. and there i saw the stupid mistake i made in sec 2, how i reacted so badly, and in sec 3, not being matured enough(i dont even understand how justice works) it's so irritating, i dont think there's justice done to those who do justice and the impact is, i dare say excruciating pain okay!

i just wasnt feeling too good. MY MEMORIES ARE AWESOME OKAY! i know them, they were really fun, learnt so much, became a stronger person(emotionally) and wiser. But there are some unpleasant ones that still do linger, and they haunted me in the past weekend. I DEFINITELY WAS NOT EMOING. i was just trying to pull myself out of it, ain't it past? i know my mistakes. move on dude. but some how, the curtain had been drawn open, and those memories stared right into my eyes, explicitly revealing my past. THANKS LUH!

kept praying, everytime i prayed, i felt better. thankyou lord. still it lingered in my room. couldnt do much. i tried not to show it to my family(who was watcing wimbledon, dad cheering for roddick and bro, federer). I'm quite sure they didnt see anything, nor guessed much. 

But my BEST friend was there, and cheered me up. Goodness, thanks so much! appreciated it! the curtain of memory was drawn back to were it originally belonged, and i felt perfectly fine?! like suddenly everything vanished, i still know they happened, but i'm fine now. Thankyou so much. ENJOYED THE GAME WE PLAYED and the conversations we had. WOAH! <3

story carries on to next day........ 

AYG

DOnt know why, seeing the japan flag being raised reminds me of japan's occupation -.-

I went to watch the FINALS of AYG FIBA33 matches on sat! Whoots man, they were superr exciting, loved the finals between IRAN andCHINA! So random iranian guy at teh back shouting iran hohoho iran hohoho and he carries on with his lingo cheer. and AHS chinese scholars ' zhong guo jia you' so funny. i was on the iranian side. too bad they lost!

Matches watched and their results:

GUYS :

first: China

second: Iran

Third: korea

fourth: phil

GIRLS:

First: Japan

second: CHina

i really am happy to have been able to watch ppl of my age group play so well, it makes me feel - lousy! haha not really luh, just excited to learn from how they play, because i'm a bb noob!! YAY!

hey julian! hi!............ sharks

HELLO JULIAN!

just finished talking to you on msn! YO!

i have this for you:

I dont know why, i'm always reminded of you when i see wombats. i dont know why?? do you know? mann. acutally for a period of time, you contact name on my phone was juliando wombat. dont ask me why, i just felt like it. lol.

haha

MDM ZEE! i dont know why, i'm getting this phobia of her, everytime i see her, i'm afraid i come home so demoralised. that's what happened today, she made me come home and draw more sharks and turtles!! mann. actually she's aasking me to this so that my pic would look better, it's just that i get so sick of re doing my work over over over again. mann. oh wells.

WHen she told me to draw sharks, i was like whattttttt.. i dont like sharks man.

'sharks are very nice one'

'whattttt'

'you go home and draw'

and guess what?! she's right. they are actually quite nice. then i thought that i could just anyhow dump some concept behind this shark.

'no matter how gruesome this creature, when it's time to celebrate the gift of life, they all unite and play!"

i think this is quite cool

and i love jennife belote's art work mann, got super alot of inspiration from her work. thankyou!

Today was chinese o level oral. oh wells, thank GOD!!!!!!

lang du part ws good okay! i know it! thank God i was fluent and didnt know how to read only 2 words! yay mannn!

conversation was the best i did in all my school years, i was more confident and all. OH, it was about singapore hosting youth olympics next year and my opinions about it. yup. thank god really.

YAY! i;m going to watch the finals tmr for AYG competition with joneh jing yi hao kai!!! yay!!

Life landmarks

There are always moments in life that i feel really impacts me alot. i can be mere conversations that you learn something or an event. THIS POST IS NOT AN EMO POST HOR!!!!
I really cant believe that 4 years in Ah choir has past already. It really is so fast. Really. because of choir i had cried so many times. made my heart pour out. dried my tears. AND yet i'm thankful for all those trying times as pres. It really made me a stronger and more understanding boyboy. heh! SOUNDS LIKE SOME MODEL ANS!! but this is what i feel. really. thankyou choir.. i did my best, i gave my all. you guys rock on!

TUES, 30th june was AH choir concert at esplanade - sight senses soul - the title is so horrid. no attachment to ah choir at all. ANYways, it was the last performance for all sec 4s! It didnt really hit me until the rehearsal, it was quite painful to think about it. all the 4 years gone like that, never ever be able to be called AH choir member, but alumni member! it sounds different you know!

*doreen told me not to be too word-y, very hard to read. okay i shall write in short sentences*

I thoroughly enjoyed singing seal lullaby, sleep , lux. i felt the hair standing feel while singing. amazing, i liked it. ave maria and miao could have been better, it wasnt as good as SYF. the remaining songs were okay. i enjoyed the fables! esp the 'swan' part. the swaying of the music and all. i enjoyed it.

ART o level. My paintings are getting better! I hope :/
Everytime I talk about art, ppl surely ask, what are you drawing?!

Corn: my theme is marine life.

Then I’ll attempt to explain my pic, but it’s always so vague because I myself am not sure of my composition. But now that I have settled my composition, and I just need to do some little developments, i’m more confident of what I’m doing.

CELEBRATION OF LIFE UNDERWATER.

That’s my artist statement!

Cool. Imagine fishes and marine life celebrating the gift of life, underwater. Nice? Haha.
One day I’ll post my drawings paintings and then you guys cansee. Yayayayay.

This section is for you my best friend. YOU READ IT PENG YOU!!! i thankyou so much for being there when i needed you the most and for neglecting your sleep for me and you stayed up till i'm done before you slept. and you never fail to make me happy too. It's so much more enjoyable talking to you. So glad you appreciate me, yay, it's a mutual thing! i'm just delighted yo! tell me once you have read okay?

First day of school


I’m so excited.(so not luh)
I just came back from a long holiday of 3 weeks so now I’m trying to adjust back to Singapore timing and also catch up with lost time and finish up work. It’s so tough. I’ll post my pics and videos and guitar songs soooon!!!!

I was so happy to see 4d today. Everyone looked different, new specs, new hair cut, new stories to tell. I think I talked too much today. Cannot! Must stop!

Had a good time talking to Joneh and Doreen today, and also Jingyi. Talked about holiday, friends and all. It was rreally enjoyable. Hao peng you men!

I’m feeling very troubled. Tnr choir concert, I have so much art to do. I’m trying to pull myself together from the trip(too happy) and now I have to sit down and study. On one hand, I want to study! I really want. I have been actually, but there’s this string that pulls on you and tells you to take it easy, just sleep, play more luh. Talk more luh. I mean it’s so hard to get out of that.

This week esp is going to be crazy for me. I’m quite stressed already, just that I’m not showing it to anyone, but deep inside I’m panic-striken. Argh. Lord help. Give me strength.

Things to do:
ART – more developments, and finalise layout by tonight
ENG – do summary
CHI – prepare for Chinese o level on Friday.

Aiya! Chinese! I really feel so helpless. Tried speaking Chinese today to cl lesson and had so much difficulty. Pei yun and jontay had time laughing at my pronunciation. I pray that I can make it. Chen lao shi on the other hand thinks I can do it, I think I have to polish some vocab and impress the teacher there with some su yu ba!!! Yay

BLOG – my hol activities and guitar progress
AMATH – revise differentiation and intergration
EMATH – one prac paper

This is my goal for this week!! I pray I can do it.

POOR BRANDON MUK! He sat on chocolates during Chinese lesson. He didn’t realize that they were in his sit. And he stood up with this brown – ish patch on his pants. He was super pai sei!!! Quite bad. His complexion quite good now!! Yay!

AND MY I POD IS WORKING AGAIN!!! YEAH MAN!!!!

true life camp 09

i really thank god for this camp for so many things.

1) making so many wonderful friends in true life

2) all that i've learnt through the messages

3) the heart to heart talk with andrew

4) study times with mayann and crazy michelle

5) bunk devotions and fellowships

6) frienship in jayden, and giving him some confidence his traumatic life

7) the inspiration i got from the true life youths and to bring itback to gethsemane youths

8) the fun time i had this whole week.